Vol. 3June 2026

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夏目漱石

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Failing the Grade

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夏目漱石 · Japanese

An autobiographical essay by Natsume Sōseki, published in 1906 (Meiji 39), recalling his school years from middle school through the University Preparatory Academy.

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An autobiographical essay by Natsume Sōseki, published in 1906 (Meiji 39), recalling his school years from middle school through the University Preparatory Academy. Sōseki reflects on his hatred for English in his youth, his switch from Chinese classics at Nishōgakusha to cram schools to enter Daigaku Yobimon, and a turning point that shaped his life: after missing a year-end exam due to peritonitis and being refused a makeup, he chose voluntarily to fail the grade, repeating a year in order to earn the trust he believed he needed. The essay traces his shift from architecture (chosen because, as an 'eccentric,' he needed a useful trade) to English literature, urged by his short-lived classmate Yoneyama, who insisted that a true masterpiece outlasts buildings. A wry, self-mocking confession of how a deliberate failure became the medicine of a writer's life.

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